Signs of Salvation...
Normally, I use this site to release my innermost emotions within prose as a sense of release. I must take a break from that for a moment.
Amazing. Just when you feel all in the world is about to fall into an unfathomable depth, someone comes into your life to show you the way to the beautiful gates of self salvation. Yes, self salvation. Not a salvation I've always searched within another, but one that I can find within myself...for myself...of myself.
Strange that lately I've been feeling something largely spiritual was coming my way. Something so astounding that it would change me eternally and beyond. Thus the recent poetic prose written in the form of , God, Heaven and angels. I always believed in "signs", but never had too much faith in them. But lately, they've been pushing themselves into view that I couldn't but stop and notice that something...someone has been guiding me. Guided me to touch again an old dark addiction to make me reach out to an old friend for guidance and then, over coffee, meet someone that would open my eyes for the first time and have everything make sense.
Now, I feel all the heavy burdens of self doubt, self loathing and pain has been moved aside by something so bright,that it could bring the night into day. Moved aside as I still have workto do, but I feel more alive than I have in many many years. To finally see the path to the serenity I have searched for. The serenity I deserve. I can taste true love...not for another for a change, but for once, for myself. I taste of it...and now that I see the path to fully consume it and become it.
Ack...I've dragged on this flourishing long enough. I'm just simply excited, full of hope and promise...and smiling. =)
And now, our regular scheduled program...(funny that I wrote this before this new enlightenment)...
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A feel the approach
Of a new dawn
From the cleansing light
Of personal divination
The numbing pain
Of tired flesh
Will give way
To wings of new hope
To soon rise
Above self Purgatory
And soar towards
The embrace of Heaven
(c) 2004 Dvs
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